Update + Meet Killua!

Hiiiii~ Can you believe it's already November?! :D Time goes by so fast huh? Just another day closer to PMR result//killed

Right now, like always, I'm at the shop. But this time, I have my cousin with me. Her mother wants her to learn here? Ah well! Internet is really slow today so I'm updating just because. Also, I'm getting irritated because I can't watch Hunter x Hunter -,-

Oh right! I haven't told you about Hunter x Hunter, huh? Anime is really awesome! it takes my mind off of things XD Here's one of my favourite character! Killua! >3<

 

Look at him! Look at the precious baby that is KILLUA! Back story? Sure!

 

 

His name is Killua Zoldyck, a 12 year old. He took the hunter exam because he didn't want his future decided by his family. Oh! and might I say, his family are assassins. Yup. The whole family. They live on a mountain and they own the whole freaking mountain! Ahem. anyways. He became friends with Gon ( the spiky haired kid in the picture ) when he found out that Gon was also 12 like him. He has a brother, Illumi, who, in my opinion, is just cruel. He broke Killua. He crushed his hope of becoming friends with Gon and he made Killua kill a contestant, thus making him disqualified (first picture).

 

That's about it that you have to know about him. Killua is adorable okay?! Even if he killed people! There was that one time he ripped a man's heart out and STILL managed to look sassy as hell! If only I had the screenshot -sigh- Welp. Bye! -Sayuri-

Speedpaint Vid.

Finally, editing my vids on the laptop -,- I really need to clear the memory though... Good thing I have like 3 back ups! XD

Microsoft's mascots

Did you guys know these existed? I only found out about Inori-chan yesterday! Nanami is adorable though //lovelove

Also, watch Microsoft's animation of Inori-chan!

Reasons why this blog is inactive

I should probably say hello first but meh.

Reasons:

• I'm working on my UTAU so yeah.
• Tumblr .-.
• Too tired to actually care about this blog
• Meh.

So there.. Bye.

-Sayuri-

random post XD

Oh ma glob! I just found out Yuu means dragon in Japanese! OwO

 

Mine is Hage no Yuu! OwO

 

oh wait or is it ryuu? eh I don't know .w.

Dude dude dudes!!

Listen to this thingy I found! http://jasoniscariot.bandcamp.com/track/tryingtoohard The song is EPIC~!

-little life story time//shot-

Assignments... not done yet.. not even 50 percent done ^^; I seriously need help on these..

I started doing a bucket list! A bucket list is a list of things you want to do before you die .w. so yeah~ Since I basically have no ambition as my sister said, might as well make one right? hehe~

“The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.”
― Steve Maraboli, Life, the Truth, and Being Free

My life is so pathetic...

I pity myself... ughhh.. why do I even wallow in my depression?! it's unhealthy and IT DARN WELL HURTS!! gaaah.. that's it.. I'm gonna go starve myself.. i dunno.. to death maybe? but that would be suicide wouldn't it? *sigh* *sulks in the corner* i'm just gonna write a story now.. enjoy..

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Saki lets out a sigh as she looks at the boy across the yard. This boy have brown hair and the most gorgeous eyes she's ever seen. It was brown, almost black, but it was always filled with so much happiness that she envied him. Another sigh escaped her lips as she directed her stare to the sky.

"Saki! Stop climbing trees! That's my job!" Yuu laughed from below. Saki smiled at her twin's antics and jumped down, being caught by Yuu.

"When did you get so strong?" Saki laughed.

"Pssh- Don't tease me sis! I've been helping Zayu with his training," putting her feet on the ground, Yuu let her go and started walking to the cafeteria. "Come on! Sayuri and Zayu are waiting for us," Saki walked beside her twin, grasping his hand in hers. Little did she know that a certain boy was watching from afar.

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Saki plopped down in her bed and stared at the ceiling. She hasn't been feeling well lately. She rolled over and buried herself under her blanket.

'maybe a little sleep would help me..'

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Yuu's POV

The doorbell rang and right when I was inking my drawing too! nya!

"Coming!" I yelled, went down the stairs, grabbed the baseball bat from behind the couch and went to the door. I prepared myself to hit whoever the person was in case they were dangerous and opened the door.

"Ah! Yuu?!" The baseball bat stopped in mid air when I heard that voice. I tilted my head and saw Kenichi in front of me.

"Kenichi!" I practically glomped the guy XD "Whatchu doin' here?"

"Ah well.. I have a project with your sister. Where is she by the way?" I frowned internally. Kenichi was one of the reason why sis is depressed. Not that he meant to make her depressed its just.. Sis has conflicting emotions for him. For one she wants to forget him but on the other hand she wants to love him too.. I should know cause I'm her twin... and I sorta read her diary when she's asleep

"Yuu? oi! you still there buddy?" Kenichi snapped his fingers in front of my face.

"ah? What? Yeah, I'm fine! I'll just go check on sis. Come on in!" before I could climb up the stairs, Kenichi spoke up.

"err.. Yuu.. What's up with the bat?"

"Hmm? oh! I forgot I had this thing! haha." Kenichi looked at me with a 'should-I-call-the-mental-hospital-or-something?' look. "What? You can never be too careful ya know. Heck, even the mail-man could be after you!" I laughed and skipped upstairs, to Saki's room.

The door creaked and I walked in to see Saki on her bed, sleeping. I smiled. She always looks peaceful whenever she sleeps.and I don't see sis like this often. it's cute! >w< wait.. is.. why is.. her wrist is bandaged.. I don't remember her getting any injuries there.... it's probably nothing, I mean, she does have a habit of bandaging her arms when she's stressed.. oh well..

"Kenichi! Saki's asleep~" You can go home now, I added in my head.

"oh?.. okay then.. could you give this to Saki?" he handed me a bag. can I throw this out the window?!//shot// Yuu! stop. with. the. protectiveness!.. sheesh..

"Okay!" I grinned and gave a salute.
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I'll just leave that there...



http://fav.me/d5nnsml ahh.. so... accurate i guess... *sigh* I'm so pathetic..

I don't even know anymore

Saki and Yu were the next heir to the throne. Their father, the king, hadn't engage them with any other prince or princessess from other kingdoms as he thought that his childrens should have the freedom to, at least, pick their other half. To him, arrange marriage were something of a burden. It could go really well or one of  his child would have to suffer a horrible marriage.

The twins were always by each other's side, learning together, playing together even sleeping together. The maids in the castle has said that they were inseparable. They grew up like their parents, kind-hearted and well-mannered. One day, when the twins were 10, their mother died and their father turned to a cruel man. He was a completely different man. He KILLED anybody who questioned him and the twins often stayed away from him.

5 years later, Yuu walked around the castle perimeter. It was a cold night and he couldn't sleep. Saki was already asleep in her room. Yuu stared at the moon and remembered the memories he made with his mother. A tear rolled down his cheeks and he wiped them away, giving himself a mental pep talk.

"Please! I-I'll leave in the morning. I-I-I just n-need my b-b-b-baby to be born s-safely!" a woman sobbed at the entrance. This commotion cause Yuu to turn his head her way. By the looks of it, the woman couldn't even walk anymore. She was wearing rags and her legs and arms were filled with scratches.

"What's going on here?" The gate guard was caught off guard by Yuu's sudden appearance.

"Y-Young master! This woman wants to stay for the night to give birth to her child."

"Y-Young prince! Please! Help me!" The woman begged, reaching her hand for Yuu. Yuu smiled and ordered the guard to bring her in.

"But young master! The king-"

"He doesn't need to know. If you tell this to him, guard, I will personally make sure you don't live to see another day." Yuu's voice was stern and, for once, the guard saw Yuu glaring. GLARING. He trembled and obeyed. Yuu picked up the woman and carried her to his room, using a secret passage he created when he and Saki got separate rooms.

"T-thank you.. Prince.." the woman muttered. "but.. I don't know when my baby will be born..."

"Shush.. You can stay. I promise I'll protect you from my father.."

"I am sorry to be such a burden.. I promise I'll leave as s-soon as I give birth.."

"Non-sense! Now you stay here and don't go anywhere got it? I'll have my maid take care of you," Yuu smiled, reassuring the woman that it was alright to stay.

About a week later, the king found out and stormed in Yuu's room where, Yuu was currently reading a book while Saki and Mrs. Summers (the pregnant woman) were talking.

"YUU! WHAT IS THIS... THIS... COMMONER DOING HERE?! I WANT HER OUT!!" The king yelled, his face red from anger. Saki jumped and the woman trembled. Yuu stood up from his chair and dropped the book.

"She's pregnant! You can't expect me to just throw her out like that!"

"She is a commoner! She's a low-life! A waste of space!"

"THAT IS IT!" Yuu yelled. "I have had enough of your stupid attitude Father!" He spat out the last word like it was venom. His glare shocked his father.

"You.. You dare disobey me?! I am your father! Your king!" Yuu scoffed.

"Not anymore." He took the sword he kept beside the window and pointed it at his father.

"Yuu! You're not.. thinking.." Saki mumbled. Yuu looked at Saki with a sad smile.

"I have to.. At least then the people would be free of his cruelity.." and with that, Yuu turned to his father and procceded (sp?) to fight him. The guards stood, not actually fighting as they, too, were tired of the king.

The sword-clashing didn't last long as Yuu had trained almost everyday with the best knights from the kingdom as well as other kingdoms. With a sword through the heart, the former king fell to the ground, defeated and the kingdom was set free from his reign.

End

D. Gray Man

yup.. I'm done with the anime and the manga.. AND BOTH OF THEM ENDED IN CLIFFHANGERS!! *FLIPS TABLE*


I need to make a list of 'to watch anime'

The Cab- Lovesick Fool (lyrics)

seriously.. Most songs I listen to nowadays has something that I can relate to..

I dunno

I just.. suddenly feel depressed again. I think I'm sick...

Can we all just..

take a moment and appreciate Allen's AWESOMENESS?! gosh! definitely my fav pic. evah! >w< (stupid fangirl brain -.-//shot )

Sketch and a little update



So yeah.. I have no idea howto continue that sketch .w.

also.. MY CLASS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! ahem.. Since most of the teachers at school are at the 'Kem Kepimpinan' thing, we learn.. about 2 subjects a day ( I know.. Stupid) and.. my class..uses every single minute of 'not-having-a-teacher-in-class' time by... SINGING AND PLAYING ANDALL AROUND JUST BEING OBNOXIOUS AND ANNOYING AS HELL!!!

I'd Rather spend my time with a bunch of pre-schoolers -.- yeah.. THAT'S how much I hate my class...


and! Today I FINALLY bought the things I wanted (paint, color pencils and all those stuff) ^-^

That's all.. Peace! -Sayuri-

D-gray man episode 93 english subbed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLQi5dljtN0 never mind.. best EPISODE EVAH!!

D-gray man episode 92 english subbed

Skip to the laaaaaaassssttt minute and you'll see Allen playing The Musician! OwO Now if you'll excuse me~ I'm off to download the synthesia~

Doodles

 

Jjust... something I guess...

I just...

have the urge to draw depressing stuff...

'We're twins. We promised to stay by each other. so why did you... leave?'

now to anyone, that may seem like twincest or whatever is in their minds.. but to me.. it's about the Iera twins.. My OCs..

Zayu, although it's not that clear, is a guy who treasures the bonds he made.. He, sometimes, goes into his 'tsundere' mode.. His biggest fear is losing the ones he loves..

Sayuri, his twin sister, is a very energetic girl. She, like her brother, respects other people.

Let me tell you a story. Sayuri and Zayu, maybe like every twin, are always there for each other.

'Together, forever. Now and the future.'

That's a saying a couple would use right? I don't know why I use it on them but it seemed like an... appropriate(sp?) word to describe their relationship... Those two are always there for each other... anyway, I'll just skip all the blah blah blah and tell you about that last sentence of the first 'dialogue'.. Sayuri got hit by a car, promised Zayu she'd always be there for him, sometime later fell into coma and eventually died..

Yes I know it's depressing.. I'm sorry okay.. I'm depressed too so I can't really help it..

Ja-ne -Sayuri-

Today

I don't feel so good.. by my first post you could see that.. I'm actually frustrated.. and maybe depressed but I don't even understand my own feelings.. I'll tell you what's been happening these past few months.. that is, if I feel like telling everything.. It hurts..

January:
- Back to school time
   Nothing much happened..

February:

My friend's ex-boyfriend has been bothering her.. I guess it's cause he broke up with 'Akuma' again... My friend DID go back with him after I told her not to (it was one time.. I couldn't change her mind if I wanted to) and I thought she knew better after being played by him last year (I yelled at her to break up with him last year.. he was STUPID!!). She's been telling me all her problems and I sometimes give advice..

There's this guy at another class that keeps bothering me to get together with him.. I did but only cause I sympathize him.. but it was only for 3 days because he scares me..

My glasses broke.. as some of you may or may not know, I have sight problems.. I'm short-sighted.. My friend (the same one on the firsth pragraph) was playing with it and it broke.. They said another friend, who sits beside me, dropped it the other day..

I'm helping my friend to forget about her good for nothing ex.. He sent a text to her saying he was forbidden to be with anyone (meaning he broke up with her.. THROUGH A DAMN TEXT!!) but then a few days later, she saw him walking with 'Akuma' =.= Besides, it would be easier for us to move next year without having a boyfriend, right? .w.

This month:

Guess what! that guy who I got together with for only 3 days? yeah~ he's asking for my friend's number now .w. HE'S A COWARD! He couldn't even go by himself XD He had to ask his friend (who is my ex.. that I still love) to get it for him! (He asked me out through facebook .w. COWARD? HELL YES!)

My ex, as mentioned above, is confusing me.. It's like he wants me in his life (we're still friends, btw) but at the same time, he doesn't.. When I asked for his friend's number (my friend wanted it), he sent me a text like he was mad.. and asked me to call him.. I did and explained why I wanted Rafi's (yes.. that's his name) number.. he sounded.. somewhat.. relieved?

We had our test the week before and lemme tell ya.. MY CLASSMATES ARE FRUSTRATING! I mean! GAH! They asked for answers on tests!! even questions that a 7 year old could answer! UGGGGHHH! ESPECIALLY MUSIC! I MEAN HELLOOO??? HAVE YOU NOT BEEN PAYING ATENTION TO WHAT MISS CATHERINE THOUGHT US?! gosh! If you act like this in PMR then I can't say what's in store for you.. As a friend, I would say good luck, but we're more to classmates then friends so yeah...

I got a Tablet this week~ Mr. Tabby is full of scratches by now *sad face* but! I hope to collect money and save up for a Wacom Tab~! Mine's a Genius at the moment .w.

My eyes hurt.. I have a headache.. and I think I got a fever or something.. (this is from today)

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If you read that, you'd probably noticed I didn't say any of this to my friends.. Didn't wanna worry them and everything ^^; but I think if I keep up this 'Happy-go-lucky' 'I have no problem' and 'I wanna see you smile' attitude, I'd break one day .____.

well.. That's all.. thank you for reading this unnecesarily long rant.. Forgive any harsh words and grammar mistakes... I'm sick okay? whaddya expect? I even hurts to swallow

Art Trade: Aiki



My OC Aiki... Sarah was the one who draw this .w. it's part of our Art Trade..

Hate doodle

I DON'T EVEN CARE OKAY!?!

Lots of things has been happening to me... I just... -stab self-